home

so its been forever. and i will be the first one to admit I have been preoccupied with well...life. This being the first time I have visited Lima in nearly 2 months its been a good day. Always good to be back. Always good to reset your mind.

I randomly got a text from my best friend today asking me if I were home. I was so i anxiously called him back. we ended up staying up talking about faith and life for awhile tonight and he got me excited about things i haven't been excited about for a very very very long time. My faith has been put on the back burner for awhile lately just because of school and all the stupid stuff that I have been dealing with. But there is no excuses from now on. I have the tools to live a life that I want. I truly am in charge of my happiness and I am in charge of myself following Christ.

Tonight, shenanigans are over. Feelings are rushing through my mind. And for once im not scared. Its good to feel this passion once again for it has been far too long. The future is real and so is this life I am holding in my own hands. I am ready to surrender all and devote myself to the Lord.

Thank God for Andrew...he was truely an answered prayer tonight.